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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2004|06:10 pm]

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you can have him. [Nov. 1st, 2004|03:03 pm]
[mood |aggravated!]
[music |thesounds]

hi, i am not fond of boys today, so watch out.
unless i like you, if not, than don't talk to me.
im mad. i love Amanda with my whole heart, she doesn't deserve this BULSHIT.
grgrgr.

Last night was nice, went to Kaylas.
Kevin, Dylan, Derek came over. went Around the block.
Trisha came over, than we went trick or treating.
fun fun. Kayla fell so many times, so did Trisha. crazy.
i didn't get very much candy, but that's okay, i don't need it anyways.
blah blah, came back. sat around, boys left at 9:30.
went in the hot tub, then went to bed sometime.

i don't understand boys.. They make wonderful girls like Amanda fall inlove with them.
get what they want.. and then dump them? wtf. i don't understand, maybe it's a 'guy' thing.
right. i'm not getting into it.

my foot is falling asleep.
thinking of tomorrows election makes me feel sick to my stomache.
i dont even know why though, im just worried. ahahahahah.
im really nervous today for something that idk. i've been shaking more than usual.
weird?

comment, or we're not fucking friends<3
im serious too.
byeqt.
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happy halloween. [Oct. 31st, 2004|11:52 am]
[mood |(=]
[music |underOath.]

hi, last night was nice.
kayla come over at like 7, and we just hung out till about 9.
then Adam and Pat came over and we hung out some more, they carved my pumpkin.
actually, they destroyed it and stabbed it.
Then Dustin came over, and we hung out some more.
Dustin did a number on my pumpkin.. he wrote penis all over in it and carved his name.
AND CUT IT IN HALF! and put a buncha food in it. butthead.
Than they put every knife i own in it, and some ther weird stuff i didn't even know i had.
yeah.. Than they lit off fire crackers. and pat threw Kayla over a fence.. kinda.
Than we just came back here and hung out.
Kayla hit pat in the nutts. he was mad, so he mad adam leave. haha.
than i hit adam in the face with Dustins sword. so they left. Drove through my front yard. yeahhh.
haha. Than hung out with Dustin for a bit, than he leftttt.

so yeah, i had a nice weekend, i suppose.
trick or treating tonight for Trisha and I :).
we'll be around Auburn somewhere, so look for us (:
idk about our dresses, it's sorta windy. wind is gay.

well, comment:)
byeeeeeqt:)

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is it wrong_ [Oct. 30th, 2004|12:45 pm]
[mood |whatever-]
[music |the mars volta;]

hi, last night was fun.
Meg and Justine picked me up at like 9:30 than we made some stops and picked Aj up.
Than Elliot got there and we headed to Saginaw.
Got to the woods of terror thing, waited inline for like.. an hour.
it was fun though, we took a lot of pictures :).
oh man, it wasn't to scary, but it was still scary.
we lost AJ and Elliot somewhere in there, haha. They were too busy taking pictured with the workers.
funny kids.
Than after they took me home.

Tonight, I'm taking Kayla on a date to the movies.
b/c i think i've been dumped, so that calls for a girls night.
should be nice i guess, maybe i'll be able to get my mind off of things.

rightright.
well that's about it.
comment me one.
byeeeeeeeeeqt.

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It's all right to fall apart sometimes. [Oct. 28th, 2004|02:53 pm]
[mood |Fine.]
[music |harakiri;]

hiii, got our year books today.
I'm really disapointed that there was no page in memory of Tony.
pissed me off. assholes, just b/c he wasn't mr. popular or anything.
go to hell year book staff.

anyways, today was alright I guess.
might go to spirit night or w/e tonight if there is nothing else to do.

Trisha and I figured out what we're ganna wear trick or treating on Sunday.
it'll be rad. im excited.

The things that people wrote in my year book make me happy:)

The pillow thing that i made in sewing blows. im pissed at it.
it's all..not straight.. and shit. i suck at sewing.

well that's it.
leave me comments. bye.

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Sally Sally wont you give me a chance?!@mehrkjw [Oct. 27th, 2004|06:52 pm]
[mood |okay--]
[music |VinceDynamic.]

hiii, school is lame this week, but it's going by fast.
i dont know what's up for this weekend. Something with Kayla I guess.
I got a flier thing for the "in memory of Stuart" candle lighting thing on friday.
That sounds nice.. I might take part in that.

'sally' makes me happy.
i let my mom listen to it, she likes it.
hah.

well then.
i miss Brandon.
he should go home so I can talk to him.

That's all for now=).
comment like a whore.
byeeeieyy96!

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Are we just kidding ourselves// [Oct. 26th, 2004|06:10 am]
[mood | okay]
[music |bloodbrothers]

Hiii. I wish it wasn't Tuesday, I really want the weekend.
umumum. Show was okay. I like "a perfect kiss"
Happy Be-lated Birthday to Gabe.

halloween is sunday.. hmmm..
Holidays on Sundays are gay.
Last year was cooler, when it was on a Friday.

umumum. I saw Brandon last night for like 2 minutes.
it still made me happy though:).

well that's it.
comment me up a storm.
byeeeeeEKjgeeuo342`~!
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Go on just say it... You need me like a bad habbit. [Oct. 23rd, 2004|11:59 pm]
[mood |happy;]
[music |tbs;]

Hi, Girls night was nice.
Went bowling and went to a movie with Marta and Trisha.
I saw Brandon at AE. I was so happy:)
even if I didn't get to talk to him, I still saw him:)

I wish i was tired. because now i have nothing to do.
hmhmhm.

Im in a good mood for the first time in a really long time.
:):)

ah I guess that's it.
commentcommentcomment.
:-*

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what's my damage today/ [Oct. 23rd, 2004|11:03 am]
[mood |alright|]
[music |theredchord;]

hi, we won.
it was a fun night.
after was funner though.
hah:).

i miss brandon.
i think he hates me though.
he never calls me and is never online.
:-/

hmhmhm.
commenttttt/

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i know you know everything. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|04:08 pm]
[mood |distant;]
[music |q!and!not!u]

Game tonight with some cool kids.
Kayla's house after/fun.

i never have anything to put in here.
i suck.


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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:24 pm]
[mood |eh..]
[music |nothing.]

Don't worry
It wont take long for you to forget about me.
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i know you didn't mean it. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|05:48 am]
[mood |lonely.]
[music |tbs]

hi, football game tonight.
then kayla's house after.
should be a nice time.

saw megan royal last night. she called me hott, she makes me so happy.
saw some old friends at central. they looked like they were doing pretty good.
so im happy for them.

i miss brandon.

comment/love.

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omg [Oct. 21st, 2004|05:53 am]
[mood |nothing/]
[music |cursive~]

Happy 18th Birthday Dustin!
:):)<3

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You know. [Oct. 20th, 2004|08:19 pm]
[mood |frustrated.]
[music |TheBloodBrothers.]

hi, my mom doesn't trust me.
because i am such a bad kid. and i drink and smoke pot and pop pills.
and everyone knows it?

 

god..

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this is getting old.. [Oct. 20th, 2004|02:50 pm]
[mood |blank-]
[music |marsvolta;]

it seems like everytime i come home something else is wrong.
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well, [Oct. 19th, 2004|05:40 pm]
[mood |worried.]
[music |phantomp]

maybe//
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you lied. [Oct. 19th, 2004|02:49 pm]
[mood |let down..]
[music |brighteyes.]

.. and all in one breathe,
you could shrug me off your shoulders..

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...shrug me off your shoulders [Oct. 18th, 2004|03:05 pm]
[mood | nervous]
[music |tbs;]

say you wont care.
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i bet you just lied to me. [Oct. 17th, 2004|07:27 pm]
[mood | blank]
[music |unearth.]

i wish i had something cool to update about.
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I've tried so hard, I can never be anything you want from me. [Oct. 16th, 2004|02:33 pm]
[mood | blank]
[music |vonbondies;]

hi, the show was kinda lame.
security guards ruin everyones fun.
but.. getting ignored for boys is always nice though.
i was happy bacc was there. she didn't look like she had much fun though.
i felt bad.. i wish i could have spent more time there with her. b/c i love her.
um..

i dont like how stupid things ruin my day.
or how i can switch moods in a matter of minutes.
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

e the Now: Cheer up its sweetest day
i also don't see a reason for sweetest day, or why i should be happy about it.
with an exception of a wonderful boy named Brandon.

well. that's it.
byee.
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